No one, not one person I’ve ever met, has ever treated me like I was special. Like I was good enough to make a fuss about. I don’t feel like I’m pretty enough, funny enough, fun enough, interesting enough, just overall good enough to publicly talk about. He used to post statuses and pictures (on his own) about her but I have to make a fuss to get anything out of him and I don’t know anymore. I do this to myself, I know. But it just hurts to know that he knows how and can do these things because he was willing to do it on his own for these other girls but I’m the one that doesn’t get treated as such. It hurts. It makes me feel like he’s ashamed. Like I’m not worth the fuss. Like I’m not worth anything.